History Repeats itself.
This time last year I felt this exact way. I got all excited for my birthday, for a dinner with my friends, and yet some of my closest friends aren’t going.. again. All it would take is for someone to step up and be that person. Be that friend that is always there. I need someone tonight. I need a girls night. A night where I don’t have to worry. I need a friend that I have for that. But I don’t have that. I do not have a girl to call my BEST friend anymore. Everyone’s moved on. Everyone’s having fun. I want that so badly. I want that friend I know I can spend my Friday nights with, staying up late, being spontaneous. Someone who truly just cares about me. I swear it that I would be that too.. I really would.. I just miss that.. a lot.
I hate growing up but more than that, I hate that I’ve grown up faster than a lot of people. I have missed out on a lot of fond memories. Now, I want it back. I want it now..
